The thoughts of one alcoholic/addict on life in recovery, the 12 Steps and spirituality.

Remembering where to focus my attention and intention.

I am the only person on Earth tracking how “well” I am doing.

Yesterday I was feeling sad, without really knowing why. When I traced it back, I found a piece of news from the day before: that a woman I find attractive and charming, and about whom I had entertained some fantasies…

Some big wheels turning in my head lately.

Different places, same path.

Or, when we are determined to sit in a dark place and feel sad.

On coming home after some wandering.

Feeling our way into balance.